But now I get it.
In the past couple years, running has gotten me through the stress of nursing school and the doldrums of depression. It has made a bad day better and entirely changed my outlook on exercise. I no longer see it as a punishment, but rather as a reward to nourish my body and soul.
But don't be fooled, I am no early-rising Energizer bunny who pops out of bed fresh-faced and heads straight for the running shoes. I only know one person who is like that, and I'm pretty sure she has caffeine pumping through her veins instead of blood. Rather, I tend to wake up crabby and exhausted from the 12-hour shift I worked the day before. It's then a game of "I should really go for a run, but... I'll wait until after I do this... and watch this... and eat this..." It's true what Ron Clark, world record marathon holder in the 1960's said, "The hardest step for a runner to take is the first one out the door." Because once my feet hit the pavement, I breathe in the fresh air, and I get into the full swing of things, I revel in my decision. In fact, the only run I've regret is the one I didn't take.
This daily internal conflict between going for a run and not has lead me to make a list of reasons I run. On days when I think I don't have the time or energy, it's my motivation to put one foot in front of the other and get out the door.
I RUN...
to have a good night's sleep
so I can drink as much wine/eat as much sushi as I like
because it is an excuse to buy new shoes every 6 months
to clear my head and silence my thoughts
because it gives me energy to get through the day
to give thanks to God for my health
to sweat it out
to jam out my music
because I'm in control of my mind and body
so I don't sweat the small stuff
to catch up on my audiobook
to be alone
because it is meditative
to fight my demons - mental and physical
to brainstorm my best ideas
because I get to wear comfy clothes
to hear new music
because it keeps me sane
to challenge my self-doubts
to procrastinate
to disconnect from technology
for the endorphin high (it does exist!)
for the endorphin high (it does exist!)
because I really like carbs
to get some fresh air
to feel alive
and because it's cheaper than therapy
Got a reason you'd like to add to my list?
Post a comment - I'd love to hear what you have to say!
Post a comment - I'd love to hear what you have to say!
Running is discovering what you truly have in yourself- something I always think about. When it seems hard- someone else- probably not far from where you are running has it much worse. When it seems hard, imagine what it would be like if it was impossibe0 you would yearn for it even more. Take advantage of what you can do.
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